Title: What If It’s Us
Author: Becky Albertalli & Adam Silvera

The story is written in alternating narratives of Arthur and Ben. The book is divided into several parts: What if, It’s Us, and And Only Us (and epilogue: What If It’s Me and What If It’s You). It starts when they meet at a post office somewhere in New York. Awkward smiling and casual chatting. Ben is trying to get rid off his ex-boyfriend’s gifts for the purpose of an easy moving-on. Then a sudden flash mob marriage proposal fills the office with cheerers and picture-takers. They haven’t had a chance of exchanging numbers or at least of a proper name introduction.
The story opens up and delivers what I say an obvious story direction. This is nothing but a love story. Maybe a sweet gay love story. And I’m so down. I favor something light at this time of the year.

It is always interesting to read both sides of the story even if the two involved will soon to be lovers which is to say, no serious conflicting opinions.
Okay, I am not a big fan of pop culture references but since it’s Harry Potter in a gay romance, I am feeling it. I just don’t get why Arthur uses Emma Watson’s lips to describe Ben’s. I mean he’s gay and he’s into Ben. I guess no gay is going to have sexual attraction to Hermione’s lips, no offense. And it’s not an isolated mishap by the author/s as it’s used more than once. These references (also theater play related ones) are metaphorically and/or descriptively laid out making some of them sound redundant or unnecessary. This book is off to a not so good start.
In their own separate endeavors, they try to find each other. And in all fairness, these two gay guys trying to cross path again because they hold onto that spark makes me giggle with imagined two little hearts for eyes. Maybe, the universe is really figuring out ways to make their second encounter possible. And it happens. They meet again.
They have their first date, do-over date (because the first one isn’t memorable enough), and another one (because the do-over date is a mess but fun). And then the first kiss…Well, it doesn’t happen as expected. Ben has been planning on doing that on their third first date but Arthur chooses to interrogate him about Hudson, his ex-boyfriend.
Arthur thinks he screws up because no future date has been talked about. Then Arthur plucks up enough courage to text Ben and tell him how he feels. Then another date happens. And first kiss. A kind of kiss they don’t want to label perfect so they can always practice, which is to say, more and more kissing. Things get more interesting. They call each other boyfriend. Ben’s parents meet Arthur’s. Everyone seems in favor of their sons’ premature but unassuming relationship. But everybody knows of the near future that is ahead. Arthur and his family will only be staying in New York until summer. Will their story be just like summer love affair?
What I adore most about the book is its characters, both protagonists and minor. I even picture them in an awesome romcom movie. The part when all of them are in Arthur’s apartment to celebrate his birthday is just amazing. It reminds me of Friends’ ensemble cast. I am a little envious about the friendship they share, the family ties they’re so lucky to have. And of course, each other, Arthur and Ben.
This book is not perfect just how imperfect lovers are. But the kind of love these two people share and all their attempts to prove that the universe is on their side, are testaments of what love can really do. Though they end up being just best friends and states away from one another, what they share should always make them believe of better possibilities. Who knows, they might cross path again in the same city and continue where they left off. What if it’s really them.
I don’t love every single bit of this book but I love it enough to give it 🍌🍌🍌🍌.
